I have been taking a bit of a break from blogging. But now I am back again. Which means I probably have loads to catch up on. Just spotted I have 6 messages as well, so better check them out afterwards.
My long weekend with R was too wonderful for words, and afterwards I felt somewhat berift. That is why I didn't blog for a while. To be so high, and then to come down again always leaves me rather quiet.
I am seeing R again on Thursday night though, and again Sunday morning. And then he goes away for more than 3 weeks to an island in the sun where he has another home. He hasn't been for over a year, so definately needs to visit. And with all that has been going on, he deserves a break. I will miss him like crazy though.
I have definately fallen hard, yet my heart still yearns for Mark as well. Last night I was thinking about him as I lay in bed, and remembering some of our times. I got rather upset at that as well. Maybe it is my hormones 
Probably I will never see him again though. I cannot visit him in his new home whilst I am with R. I have promised R, no more men, and I know that if I was with Mark, there would be too much temptation, and he can be VERY persuasive 
as to anorexia girl, Sienna asked what the status is, and unfortunately I do not know. My daughter told a female teacher of her concerns, who promised to follow up, but as they have just had a weeks half term, I am not sure if she has yet. I will have to ask my daughter.
2008-02-26 @ 13:13