The rush of completing the year end is over. So now I can calm down from the long days, and short nights, and from all the questions from the auditors.
I can look through my in-tray finally, and clear it a bit.

Last night I was with R in the love nest, so now I am coming down from the highs he took me too. It was wonderful, I found new energy. He had shopped before I arrived, he cooked, and then we made love for hours, watched some tv, fell asleep, awoke and made love again before leaving for the office. I am addicted now. It is official.

I have been thinking about Mark, and how much he had loved me, and all the things he had done for me. He and R would get on I think, they are very similar in a lot of ways.
But seeing him only once every 3 months or so was so hard, and now I am being totally spoilt with seeing R 2 to 3 times a month, we even have a long weekend planned in Feb at the nest.

My one problem today is that I told my husband I was on a business trip 5 hours drive away, which means I can't reasonably get home before 7pm, and it is Friday. I should have thought of another reason