Thank you all for your comments to my last private post. I have just been reading them again. I am very moved, thank you all very much.
Today I feel less all over the place and a bit stronger emotionally.

Sometimes I can be toooo emotional. It drives my eldest daughter crazy, especially when I am crying at something on TV. This is a side effect of allowing myself to love others I think. Ever since knowing Mark, I am more open to my emotions. It is natural, but not easy to explain to my daughter

Final word of the morning, best of luck Gordon at the Specialist today. I really hope they can help you