Whilst away in occassionally sunny Spain I was reading "Anybody out there", by Marian Keyes. A book that managed to combine love, laughs and tragedy, and was a great read. I did have to put it down a few times as it had me in tears though. I can be such a sensitive soul!
Needless to say, i won't tell you the plot, but true love bears a part. You know the sort where you meet the one who is THE ONE. And this is not just something for books. I have read of it happening in real life.
Is this what we are all searching for? Do we know it when it happens?
In the book, our heroine did not know it immediately. And the hero is just wonderful, thoughtful, romantic and great in bed - as all the best hero's should be.

Anyway, part of the reason I cried, was because their true love reminded me of Mark. He is probably not THE ONE, but he came close, and gave me a glimpse of how it could be.
And Mark, if you are reading this, I have a feeling that my affairs since have been my way of trying to distract myself from losing you. So I need to find another way of moving on.
Which I will. It takes time that's all.